I have a secret…

I have a secret: an embarrassing, ashamed-to-call-myself-an-artist kind of secret. There’s a blank canvas that’s been sitting in my living room for three years now and I’m still not sure what to do with it.

The Secret

I got this canvas when I moved into my first apartment, a Spartan dwelling with just the bare essentials: bed, couch, tv, computer… and the canvas. The finished product would be the perfect size for my living room, though I did debate for a time whether or not I’d like to hang it over my bed instead. It was going to be a reflection of my personal style, both decorative and artistic. It was going to be perfect.

It started out as an exciting prospect, but the excitement quickly fizzled into intimidation. “That’s the biggest canvas I’ve worked with so far,” I told myself. “Are you sure you’re going to be able to finish it? What if you don’t like it?” I struggled with this negative self-talk over three years each time I looked at it. For a time I even found myself trying to ignore it.

But this year, one of my goals is to fill my canvas. And I will do it! Art is not about being perfect—it’s about what’s in your heart. I will overcome my fear, self-doubt, and obsession with perfection to make something beautiful.

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Do you have an art project you’ve been putting off or avoiding? What do you think has been holding you back? Alternatively: Did you ever complete a project you had been putting off or avoiding? How did it make you feel?

Art and Life: An Unbreakable Link

Over the past couple of weeks, I’ve slowly started sharing with the people in my life that I blog. I’m finding that it’s difficult even though most of these people already know that I’m into art. I think the difficulty stems from the fact that I keep most aspects of my life heavily guarded and private (it was hard enough to share my lifelong resolution), but to me, art and life are joined by an unbreakable link.

Art Journal Page - Creativity Takes Courage

Art Journal Tile – “Creativity Takes Courage” (Henri Matisse)
Supplies: rubber cement, watercolor, black pen, gel pen

Admitting that I keep an art blog is intimidating because art can be a place to be vulnerable. It’s a place where I put myself out there. It’s a place where I can freely experiment without judgment or consequence. It’s a place where raw emotion meets a tangible surface in a beautiful, expressive collision. For me, it’s not only a place where I learn and discover new techniques–it’s a place where I learn about and discover myself.

Creativity certainly takes courage–not just the courage to make, but also the courage to share. When I look at my story and why I chose to start blogging in the first place, it gives me the courage to continue. Letting the creativity back in has transformed my life and I’m hoping to make a connection with those that feel the same way.

Do you find it hard to share your artwork and/or blog with others? 

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Art Journal Page – Martin Luther King Jr.

I’ve been crazy busy lately, but I did want to take the time today to make an art journal page for Martin Luther King Jr. Day. I included one of my favorite quotes: “Darkness cannot drive out darkness: only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate: only love can do that.” Each day the world feels more fragmented and there’s a lot of fighting over what makes us different. With so much focus on the differences it’s hard to remember the humanness that makes us all the same, so I always appreciate these positive messages of love and hope.

Art Journal Page - Martin Luther King Jr.

Art Journal Page – Martin Luther King Jr.
Supplies: watercolor, rubber stamps & ink, gel pen, washi tape, pen, chalk

I’m not usually into the “grungy” backgrounds (I usually make them too dark. I have to work on it!), but I got some new art supplies over the holidays that I wanted to try out. The background was done with watercolor pencil and I used ink pads stamped directly onto the paper. After that, I used a rubber stamp with text. I’ve really just started discovering stamping and I think it’s going to be an interesting technique to explore. The embellishments were done with black pen and gel pen, while the white highlights were done with chalk.

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Do you have a favorite Martin Luther King, Jr. quote? Why is it your favorite?

Art Journal Page – Waiting to Bloom

Has it been really, really cold for anyone else the past couple of days? Don’t get me wrong–I love the way fresh snowfall looks. It shimmers and sparkles against a serene winter backdrop. It’s beautiful enough that sometimes I just stand there in awe of it all…until the cold hits. Oh, the cold! The past couple of days had me dreaming of a warmer spring, which inspired my latest art journal page – “Waiting to Bloom.”

Art Journal Page - Waiting to Bloom

Art Journal Page – “Waiting to Bloom”
Supplies: paper (collage), gel pen, washi tape, marker

 

Since I liked my last black paper project, I thought I’d give it a go in my art journal. I did some collaging with floral paper and plain notebook paper. I like incorporating lined paper just because I have so much of it. I think it’s a great way to recycle sections I haven’t used and it helps keep my words organized when I create pages with more writing. I found the floral paper in a catalog and added some of my own embellishments with marker and gel pen. Since washi tape is semi-transparent, I tried layering them so that one pattern could be seen underneath the other pattern. It was an interesting look and I think I’ll be playing around with that more.

One new thing that I tried here was glue dots, which I used to stick the notebook paper to the black paper. I think they achieved their ultimate purpose of joining the two surfaces, but I think it would be better for non-paper materials. The paper didn’t lie as flat as I wanted it to, but I did like the almost crinkled look on the lined paper. Does anyone else use these? I’d really be interested in hearing how you use them in your art!

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Is it cold where you are? Are you dreaming of spring, or just enjoying the snowflakes?

Review – Pentel EnerGel Pens

Journaling is one of those things I try to do on a regular basis. Much like showering, praying, or snuggling with my cat, it just doesn’t feel right unless I journal every day. It’s especially important to me when I’m the most tired, frustrated, or creatively stuck. Those are the times I usually need it the most and nothing helps me get through it like a good pen. One of my current favorites are the Pentel EnerGel pens.

Pentel EnerGel pens review

Why I like them:

The EnerGel pens are among the smoothest I’ve tried. They don’t skip and the ink applies evenly and dries fast. The fast-drying ink is advertised as being particularly good for lefties. Even though I’m not a lefty, I can certainly say that the ink rarely smudges when I use them.

Another thing I like is that there’s a decent variety of colors. EnerGel pens come in the standard black and blue, but also green, red, purple, and pink.

There are two different choices of points: 0.5mm and 0.7mm. I have both sizes, but I prefer the 0.5mm variety because my handwriting is small and thin. I’ve also used the 0.5mm for Zentangle-type activities and I like how clean and crisp thinner lines look.

I like the general design of the pen. They look sleek and because the pen is the same color as the ink inside, it’s very easy to tell which color you’re about to use. Though I think the grip is comfortable and my hand doesn’t get sore after a lot of writing, I think it could be a little bit softer.

I’m not sure if it’s because of how frequently I use these pens or if they just don’t hold a lot of ink, but I do find that I go through them very quickly. Luckily, the EnerGel pens seem to be widely available. I’ve seen them at office supply stores, supermarkets, and drugstores.

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Do you journal regularly? If so, what are your favorite pens to use?

I was not given this product for compensation or review. The product was purchased by me and the opinions supplied are my own.